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[sanctus_dei]

[Hello, good morning. Theo has Some Opinions to share about what occurred this week and he's loudly going to tell you about them. Once the dizziness and nausea wear off, anyway.

While the more minute details now escape him, a few key events stand out in his mind, that particularly of his death in Area X. He's probably one of the first ones to return from the sim as well, not very well equipped either in his real life nor in the sim for wilderness survival in such a hostile environment.]

Hey, Navarch? What the fuck was that?! How fucking dare you pull something like this with little warning and no choice! Did you people think this was going to be done kinda cute trip through the woods or something? What was the point to any of it?! Just to mentally torture us?

I hope you fucking choke. And same goes to any wardens who thought this was a good idea and went along with it. Fuck all of you.

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[sanctus_dei]

but i still remember it. parts of it. just what seems like the worst parts. like how i died, slowly. or how i could have sworn that i

[It stops there for a moment, and it appears as if he writes and deletes something another couple of times.]

anything else i try to remember is already gone. like i just dreamed it or something. is that supposed to happen? i don't see the point to this

[nineteenfortyfive]

You could have sworn that you what?

[sanctus_dei]

i had been looking for someone they're and i thought i found him but i didn't. it doesn't matter since it wasn't real anyway

[nineteenfortyfive]

I was looking for someone, too. It's a strange feeling.

[sanctus_dei]

was it someone you know in real life?

it's unfair of them to drag that kind of shit into this. it's manipulation, pure and simple.

[nineteenfortyfive]

No. Someone in a similar role, I think.

Are you going to be okay?

[sanctus_dei]

yeah it's like they were the same, but different. same person, same role, different history to fit their narrative.

[There's a pause again as he thinks of a way to answer that. That's not a question he gets asked often in sincerity.]

i'm already starting to forget parts of what happened so hopefully that will happen with all of it soon enough